I need to ration my euphoria
It rip a tear through the world. Beyond what I can feel.
I can’t believe where I’ve been
Where I have made it from
Is the moment where I make it.
Cue the music smashing bass to the dramatic scenes exploding in my mind
On a stage I allowed to stay
Something is shaking me like salt and pepper
A deep stir shaking into an unearthly quake
A spiritual horizon budding, thudding, raking
Out of every step I uncover.
Ram my senses with obliterating screams
As I quietly bloom into a new skin, soft as velvet, twice as beautiful, twice as shy
I am submerged in bubbles from when I realised I can survive when all my bubbles burst
And now I am submerged, unafraid of the water, splashing through the immensity of life
I love every haphazard of minute of this hated clock scraping away delicate sides of my heart and revealing a little bit more, making me bleed a little bit more.
Because for the first time in my life
I know exactly who I am.